Change you can believe in...ha.

So as my usual paranoid self, I'm anxious about possibly everything! Moving, flights, visa, finding a job, my relationship with Emilie, having friends, getting another visa, where to move to next....

It's like its all happening so fast and I want it to, but at the same time, despite not being that happy with my job I am in a good place. A place where I feel loved and secure. But I like moving and I like pushing my boundaries because I am terrified of staying still, of being the same. I relish change and the challenges that brings with it.

And tonight I'm starting to back up my belongings and I'm trying to embrace this but I'm scared.